"i will lead the way, oh, lead the way when i know
and i'll sweep away, oh, sweep away when i don't.
well seize the way, oh, seize the way, no i won't.
i will lead the way, oh, lead the day when i know"
beirut+bike ride+autumn weather+strawberry cupcakes+hazelnut-honey latte=lovely day
not to mention a mini nap in the grass.
it almost cancels out the fact that i'm 96%* sure i failed my math test today. ouch.
(not an exaggeration. but then again, if i did fail, then how would i know what percent anyways)
anxiety does not suit me well.
all my fingernails have been bitten down to the edge, my hair's falling out (even more than usual), and man, you should see my raccoon eyes.
haha, but whatever. it's not like i want a "real" job anyways. i don't want to settle down and "make a living." if all else fails, there's always waitressing. that's what i've learned. not that i'm aiming that low. i just know that i don't want to be doing the same thing everyday. meaning, i don't really want "stability." and really, there is no possible job i would ever do requiring any math level higher than algebra 1 and/or geomotry, a extensive knowledge of history (although i enjoy that), or a background in chemistry. so there. whaattteeevvvaaahh. i've got an alright foundation anyways. but geez, do i hate effing math team. and it is just killing me.
(no real cause of worry. i'm just in a rut. and just stressed. there's no way i'd be a waitress ever again.)
poops to school.
effing matrices.
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