oh, i have learned so much in the past couple of days. more than i can put into words. my heart has grown, and my mind has been opened.
i do not think anyone can fathom how this feels, without going through it themself. i've let go of everything. i've been shocked speechless. i've loved a stranger. i've made life-long promises with a stranger. i've helped some of these people. and they can't possible know how much i was teaching myself as i was speaking to them. to see them thanking me, i don't feel worthy. i'm only fifteen. i know not what to say to some of these secrets. i just say the most comforting, honest things i can think of. but still, i feel the unification. and i feel the need for community and for people to love on eachother.
nothing has ever felt as good as this. nothing.
love.
p.s. i wrote "you are beautiful" sprawled all across the back window of molly's car. it looks wonderful, and i hope people, along with molly, enjoy it. we also plan to tag some cars with it one night. and i need to catch up on my bathroom graffiti since all the stalls were cleaned this summer.
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Did you and Molly ever go back to finish the brick wall, or does it still just say "you are?" Haha...
no we didn't. haha it depends on the lighting. sometimes it says "You are" sometimes "yo", but usually just "y" haha
http://s6.photobucket.com/albums/y229/stewartmh/?action=view¤t=IMG_0221_2.jpg
this was pinned on a girls dorm room door on my hall. it made me really happy. :)
ah, yay :) wasn't there a picture of one of the stickers in Auburn on the website? it seems like i remember that.
last night i printed a ton of "you are beautiful"s off and cut them and just left them at random places at school.
my mom read the text messages. i'm only telling you here because well my phone is taken up. we have some discussing to do tomorrow. :( and i'm probably not going to sleep very much tonight.
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